Moving on!

Hello readers.

Sorry, I've abandoned this blog and found my love HERE!

do visit and please mind your steps. ;)

Love,

Azalia Rahman.

Farewell Sabah

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Here I am.
Back home. Safe and sound. Alhamdulillah.The last few days in KK after our VIVA was epic.
We had our Geofarewell BBQ dinner at UMS's very own private beach on May 7.

There were food (lots of `em), speeches from our lecturers (almost all of `em came), sesi luahan hati between classmates (few of `em did teared up), gift-exchanging etc
It was one of the best gathering I've had so far. Since everyone was busy getting verification from their supervisors and markers of their thesis ( i was one of them too. Running around the school up and down), everyone felt so relieved that night.

May 8 : Karen, Angel, Ronny and I sent off Shalini to the airport.She's going back to her hometown in Pahang.

May 9 : It's Ronny's turn to fly back to Kuching. I was supposed to meet up with Ronny for our internship in Kuching. Different company, but still, in Kuching. But then the next day, he texted me that he'll be send off to Bintulu for god sake! mannnn..there was no proper goodbye, really.




May 10 : Karen, Angel and I ran around running errands. Settling our internship paperworks, thesis etc. And we got off just in time for me to go to the airport. My flight back to Penang was at 5pm. I managed to control my tears. I hold myself back, not to cry. Coz I know if I cry, Karen will start sobbing too. Though its hard to part with this one close friend of mine, I know for the fact that we will be keeping in touch always and will have more moments together soon. I love you kaban! ;)

"When you’re young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don’t leap at all because there’s not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there’s no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?"

Sometimes I feel so - I don’t know - lonely. The kind of helpless feeling when everything you’re used to has been ripped away. Like there’s no more gravity, and I’m left to drift in outer space with no idea where I’m going.

‘Sputnik Sweetheart’, Haruki Murakami

Dear Azalia,

Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

From,
Yourself

One day, I'm gonna go live in Greece.
Walk the narrow street of Santorini, sail in the blue sea with my loved ones.
Wear white dresses and sandals.
And just lie down. Basking under the sun.

There you go. I've said it then and there.